Tune In And Tune Out

There was one of those moments of Radio Zen last month: the kind of moment when a song that’s playing connects with you. I was with the family waiting for dinner at Schooner’s. While the house band was setting up XM satellite radio played throughout the restaurant. The song was Catherine Wheel’s Black Metallic [warning: music] and hearing it put me in a trance, taking me back fifteen years. I silently mouthed the lyrics to a song that I’d be willing to bet no one else in the restaurant knew. That song was for me.

That’s the power of good radio. It takes you somewhere.

I took radio with me on my trip from Chicago to South Bend. I had Sirius cranking on the drive, listening to ex-VeeJay Alan Hunter play John Mellencamp‘s Cherry Bomb right as I crossed into his home state of Indiana. I’d been thinking of Mellencamp right before Alan played the song. Very cool.

These kind of moments are rare on what passes for broadcast radio nowadays. Stations are programmed to the hilt, with little regard for what song feels right at any particular time. Our robot overlords have killed broadcast radio.

Still, I was happy to find some breath of life on Raleigh’s radio dial. I’d tuned into 100.7 The River from time to time and frankly been impressed. In spite of The River being owned by evil ClearChannel, it did things no other local radio did. It played good songs. Not only that, but it played those good songs in their entirety. If there was a gratuitous guitar solo or a long introduction in a song, The River played it all. Sure, it was a robot station, but it offered more music than other Raleigh stations do.

I read by way of the excellent Raleighing weblog that evil ClearChannel has nixed 100.7’s alternative format in favor of Yet Another Classic Rock Station (YACRS). Just what the Triangle needs. Fuckers.

If I want good music I guess I’ll soon be tuning up Sirius now that the radio dial has been relegated to the museum.

Sailor Hallie

We were out enjoying our family sail when I had to make a decision about how to return. I mulled choices over with Kelly.

“We could go to the left of the island,” I told her. “Or maybe the right side would be better.”

I decided the wind favored the right side. “Okay, let’s go to the right side.”

The next thing I know, Hallie says something and Kelly bursts out laughing. “What? What is it?” I ask.

“Hallie just yelled ‘it’s starboard!’

Our girl is only four years old and already she’s got this sailing thing down.

Space Shuttle

The space shuttle landed early this morning. Seeing that flying rock land right on the centerline in the predawn darkness made me appreciate just how amazing that spacecraft is. Sure, its thirty years old and not without its faults, but its still a magnificent thing to watch. I’d like to drive down to witness a launch someday.

Truth and 9/11

If you’ll allow me to put on my tinfoil hat for a moment, I have to say that I’m amused at the controversy surrounding the ABC “docudrama” The Path To 9/11. The controversy is about the movie not being truthful to the 9/11 Commission Report. The irony I see is that the 9/11 Report isn’t truthful to begin with.

Kerosene fires don’t melt steel buildings. There have been many raging fires in skyscrapers before the World Trade Center fires. Never have they caused a building to collapse. Certainly none were ever pulverized into dust. September 11 changed everything.

The black boxes were supposedly never found, yet a pristine passport allegedly belonging to one of the hijackers miraculously is discovered untouched on the sidewalk. How does this happen? September 11 changed everything.

People don’t want to believe their government at best was criminally negligent and at worst was criminally complicit in this tragedy. Why has no one lost their job because of this? If our Secretary of Defense is charged with, well, defending us, why isn’t he in a soup kitchen line by now? This just doesn’t make sense.

People believe what they want to believe. More importantly, people don’t believe what they don’t want to believe. Knowing what I’ve come to know about how things work, I am long past the point of taking my government at its word. I may not have all the answers to what took place five years ago, I just know what I’m being told isn’t it.

Where there’s smoke, there’s usually fire.

Anniversary

Today is the anniversary. I’m sure everyone remembers where they were. That morning I had the biggest smile on my face, knowing what was to come. It seems like everyone around me did, too. There was just a feeling of blessedness abuot the whole thing.

Everyone gathered around to watch the event. There was much cheering and laughter. Even some dancing. I wished the day would never end. The sun set that day on a day very different than the one it began.

I think about it all the time, regardless of what the calender says. I think about it when I see my beautiful wife and kids.

Seven years ago today she said “I do.” And so did I. And I’d do it again in a heartbeat.

Happy anniversary, my love. You mean more to me every single day. I love you.

Desiderata

Read this on a mailing list. Seems apropos for a pleasant Sunday evening.

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
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Hurricane Fran, Ten Years Later

It was ten years ago this evening when Hurricane Fran came ashore at Cape Fear and raged through central North Carolina with devastating flooding and 80 MPH winds.

At the time, I was a young IT manager at a local software startup. I was working late because a technician was working on our phone system. My friends hung around to play some network games. Earlier in the day we had watched the forecast ominously, having a feeling that this storm was going to be a bitch. Someone made a run to the store for ice and beer and those of us not working had a pre-hurricane party at the office.

As the wind picked up, my coworkers all high-tailed it home, leaving me to wait for the tech to finish up. Finally he departed and I left the office. As I made my way south on the Beltline, I saw the sky filled with the eerie green glow of arcing high voltage power lines. Civilization was already coming unglued.

I arrived back home around 10 PM, grateful to see the power still on at my apartment. My brother Jeff, who lived a few doors down, was waiting on my doorstep. He managed to lock himself out of his apartment the night of a hurricane.

I let him in and got him back into his apartment before I settled down for some sleep. The wind hadn’t gotten too strong at that point and my roommate was out, so there seemed to be no reason to wait up. I fell into a light sleep as the wind slowly began to build.

I had just drifted off into deeper sleep when I was awakened by a deafening crash. Right above my head a falling pine tree had punctured the wall. I leaped out of bed to see all hell breaking loose in the apartment complex. Beautiful oak and maple trees were getting beaten up by the hurricane-force winds. Rain pounded the window as I watched. Lights flickered around me until finally they surrendered. The rest of the night was spent watching those trees slowly get ripped apart before my eyes. I caught some more restless sleep before dawn, which was announced not by the usual buzzing alarm clock but instead by the striking silence of a city stilled by a hurricane.

At the light of day, I ventured out to check the damage. The tree that almost took me out was lying harmlessly next to the building. Fortunately it was the only one to fall on the building. While the complex was filled with trees, few caused any real damage. Out of over 200 residents in the complex, only one had his or her car damaged by a falling tree.

Amid chainsaws and tangled power lines, I dutifully ventured into the office to check on the building. Aside from the usual leaks in the roof, things were safe. The magnetic door locks had run out of power, leaving the building open to anyone. Some UPS systems continued to buzz. I locked everything up and toured the nearby neighborhoods looking for damage.

The office was near North Hills, which had gotten hit especially hard. I could not believe the tree damage around me. Fran had softened the trees up with two weeks of torrential rains before it raged ashore with its 135 MPH winds. The trees never had a chance. I quickly saw that traveling further would be impossible in the tangle of debris so I headed back home to see what I could do there.

By some miracle, my apartment still had running water, so my nearby friends came over to shower. While there, many of the coffee drinkers turned positively homicidal. They were willing to travel all the way across town to feed their caffeine fix. I decided right then and there to kick my own coffee habit. No way did I want to be a slave to that.

Later that day, we decided to make the most of the situation by throwing a hurricane party. We cooked up the thawing meat from the freezer, drank heavily and marveled at the crystal-clear starry sky above us. It was a wonderful coming together during a rough time.
The next morning I got notably sick, blaming the culprit on “bad ham” rather than the 4-5 drinks I had the night before. Bad ham has since become an inside joke among my friends.

By some miracle, my apartment complex got power back within three days, at which point my roommate and I became even more popular. Others weren’t so lucky. My parents, living out in the boonies that was Falls Lake at the time, went two weeks without power. Those who didn’t have any were welcome to stay with us, and some did. You’d be amazed at what a hot shower can do for a person’s morale.

I remember not having enough cash because the ATMs were all down. I remember people lining up for bags of ice distributed from trucks. I remember the Hillsborough Street Waffle House being the destination for many coffee drinkers because of it never losing power. I remember the unending drone of chain saws. And more chain saws. More than you’d care to count.

I remember the huge tree that planted itself gently on my parents’ house, and the damn fool way we all moved it off, wielding chain saws above our heads. Its amazing someone didn’t get killed. We had to do it, though, because no one else would. Not for weeks, anyway.

I remember huge oak trees ripped from the ground, everywhere you looked. Pine trees sheared off thirty feet off the ground. Bark and pine needles everywhere. And strangers pitching in to help move logs or just to see if you were all right.

Yes, I think Fran united people in the Triangle in ways which newcomers will never understand. You either were there or you weren’t. Around town the mention of Fran can still strike up animated conversations about that night. Its funny how a destructive storm can wind up binding people together.

At the same time, Fran took the fun out of taunting hurricanes. I’ve lived it once, thank you, and do not wish to live it again. While there will undoubtedly be other storms, none will pack the whollop of Hurricane Fran.

Steve “Croc Hunter” Irwin Dead

Death finally caught up to Steve Irwin, who died today in a freak accident. Known worldwide as “The Crocodile Hunter,” Irwin was snorkeling off the north coast of Australia when he accidentally cornered a stingray. The ray threw up its tail in defense, driving its barb into Irwin’s chest.

Annoying as he may have sometimes been (though not as annoying as Paul Hogan’s “Crocodile Dundee” character), Irwin became an unofficial ambassador for Australia as well as a huge proponent of conservation. People around the world knew his “crikey” catchphrase. The guy danced with death so many times and walked away from it that its ironic he’d be done in while he was totally behaving himself. One thing you can say: he went out doing just what he wanted to do.

Next time I’m lucky enough to visit Australia, I’ll say a little “crikey” in his honor. That, and I’ll look very carefully for stingrays.

(hat tip, Margarita Lounge)

First Mate, Indeed

Do you want to know about one of the many things I love about my wife? Do you know what she did after she read my blog post about the minivan getting a bit low in the water the other day? Rather than say, “well, that’s it. We’re selling the boat,” she went online to go truck shopping! A woman who’ll choose a vehicle just to tow a boat is my kind of woman. Woohoo!

What’s funny is that we were amused when our neighbors bought a truck for their boat. Now is seems strangely normal.

It remains to be seen whether we’ll actually get a truck, though. If we get one big enough to pull the boat (and a mobile home, bus, elephant, and whatever we want to haul), I can’t bring myself to run it on anything other than biodiesel. On the other hand, the import trucks have better fuel economy for gas engines but may not be big enough to make much of a difference at the boat ramp.

Decisions, decisions…