I’ve got a few resumes out there, waiting for some calls. The economy is in a free-fall, so the job market is tight.

We got lots of rain yesterday and today. Reports indicate two inches fell at RDU Airport. This will go a long way in alleviating our drought.

I’m thinking of writing a letter to the local paper to compare a state lottery to the recent accounting scandals. Same difference, in my opinion.

“Same Difference” is a contradiction in terms, isn’t it?

Tonight I realized that this isn’t just a place for me to observe the world. Each entry I write changes the world.

So, using this forum, I will hereby change the world. The blueprints for the future will be created right here.

And the revolution will “be televised!” I don’t give a damn what anybody says.

Be prepared for a fun ride in the near future, kiddies. The “old ways” of doing things aren’t working anymore. Conventional wisdom is crumbling daily. The more we know, the more we know we don’t know.

The world in which my daughter will grow up will be radically different than any other in recent memory.

And dammit, I am already jealous of her.

So the Ninth Circuit Court Of Appeals has ruled that “under God” makes the Pledge of Allegiance unconstitutional.

As unpopular as this decision is, you can’t argue that it isn’t the correct decision.

Even though senators have huffed and puffed about it, saying it will be struck down because it’s so far out of the mainstream, they miss the point.

The Constitution isn’t designed to protect the mainstream.

It’s to protect everyone.

There is little argument that adding “under God” to the Pledge was meant to bolster faith. President Eisenhower said so himself when he approved the addition.

So why is everyone in a tizzy about something that should be blatantly obvious? It didn’t belong there in 1954 and it still doesn’t belong there.

While we’re at it, why not do away with the Pledge all together? I do not agree to always agree with the decisions of this country. The Pledge has always seemed to be something a controlling, communist country would do: force its citizens to vow allegiance. Isn’t freedom of dissent one of the things that makes America great?

Fix the Pledge, or better yet, scrap it. Fix the currency (please!). Then get on with the millions of more important tasks to be done in the world.

This afternoon it rained for the first time in almost a month. This area has had so little rain lately that I’d forgotten what it looked like.

We got a couple of good downpours after lunch today, probably a half an inch at the most. It doesn’t do the drought much good, seeing how we are 6.5 inches below normal for the year. But it’s great to see it nontheless.

It breaks the cycle of monotonous dry, sunny days.

I just finished reading an engaging book about reincarnation. A interesting chap from Charleston wrote it. In fact, while we were visiting Charleston, we learned this chap still haunted his home.

Anyhow, he was an engineer who, at an early age, discovered he was psychic. He lived a mostly normal life until his retirement, when he had more time to exploring his talent.

These experiments lead to his discovering many past life associations with people around him. The book detailed many of these associations.

In fact, it detailed far too many, trading quantity for quality. The “meat” of these lives was largely left out.

The topic does intrigue me, however.

He learned that massive changes are in store for mankind in this century. It’s about time, I say.

I need a manifesto. Seems like all the important people have one. I just need to find something that pisses me off enough to waste hours writing a pointless, rambling diatribe.

I realized tonight, after watching my growing collection of Hallie videos, that as parents of a preemie, we share a unique gift that parents of full-term babies will never have:

We have a few extra weeks to watch the miracle of our daughter’s growth.

It is something that sneaks up on me. I loved to spend time just watching her at the nursery. Just watching was enough.

But now she’s becoming more and more aware of our being there. The nurses tell us that her eyes are wide open every morning at 8, which is right about the time we arrive for our morning visits. A few days ago, we were pleasantly surprised to see her waiting for us in the morning. I came by again that afternoon to see her waiting for me again.

There is nothing cooler than that. Nothing.

Now she expects us to visit. She looks forward to them, as do we. And it would break my heart to let her down.

So even though we may watch her grow a little more than a full-term baby, it’s still so very tough to leave our daughter.

I used to wonder how pregnancy and motherhood would change Kelly. I heard stories from some men who said that romance takes a backseat when a kid arrives. Some of my friends shy away from pregnancy for the same reasons.

Well, even though we don’t have Hallie with us just yet, I have to say that any fears I may have had were completely unfounded.

Kelly looked great throughout her pregnancy. Her disposition was always a sunny one. And now that her pregnancy is over, her body has almost completely bounced back into shape.

But now there’s another certain glow to her. Not one of pregnancy, but one of motherhood. I look in her face and see her beaming at her wonderful accomplishment, even when she doesn’t realize she’s doing it. Her pride shows.

So now we’re on the other side of pregnancy. But it’s so much more. Because it’s parenthood.

And when I’m not gazing at our beautiful daughter, I can’t help but gaze at her beautiful mother. Both of them leave me speechless.

Motherhood hasn’t taken anything from Kelly. It has only made her more beautiful than ever.

Hallie Turner was born into this world Tuesday, June 4th, 2002 at 3:40 PM EDT at Wakemed Hospital in Raleigh.

She measures 16 inches long and weighs 3 pounds, 2 ounces.

Although she is 11 weeks early, she knows how to use her lungs, if you know what I mean. 🙂

Mom, baby, and dad are doing fine. Look for links to pictures soon!